2016, our one and only Christmas with Joshua. Our brave boy was covered with chicken pox, we'd just found out that he'd experienced extensive brain damage but had no idea as to why, or as to just how much this would impact and devastate our entire world! Here is Josh on Christmas Eve, he was supposed to be going to sleep yet he always mistook bedtime for playtime.
Time is blurred, the memories feel like they could have been from yesterday and yet also feel from a past life. That which isn't blurred and will never fade is our love (and #grief) for Josh.
Josh's personalised Christmas sack hangs empty, instead we decorate his memorial tree with Xmas decorations. How is that so?
This is our reality. Our reality means we find happiness in everything that Sophie does and is. As we search for Santa in the skies above we also view the stars to find the brightest. ⭐
We wish all our families and everyone who supports us @JollyJosh a very JOLLY Christmas. Give your little one/s your time this Christmas and make memories to treasure.